I saw a familiar person, and it looked like 'u'...
'u' were in tpjc's pe attire with a baby blue towel at the back...
Jogging away, across the road...
I stared into space...
Should I...
Took me about 5mins of hesitation...
I turned back...
Pedalled hard...
I searched...
And I searched...
First from the church, then to the market...
Subsequently to tm, stadium, interchange, sun plaza park, east view sec, ngee ann sec...
All but to avail...
I even did the craziest thing in the world...
I waited...
And I waited...
10mins, then 20, 40, an hour...
Legs started to ache, couldn't leave to get a drink, helpless to do anything...
But all that could go away, with just a distant look...
I gave up...
Before leaving, I closed my eyes...
From the first time we met, times spent together and how it ended awkardly...
A tear shed for it...
I already once told myself to put it aside...
But the book gave me light and disagreement...
Those two years...
Were like five years of expended energy and emotions...
Kissing A Fool
You are far
When I could have been your star
You listened to people
Who scared you to death
And from my heart
Strange that you were strong enough
To even make a start
But you'll never find
Peace of mind
Till you listen to your heart
People
You can never change the way they feel
Better let them do just what they will
For they will
If you let them
Steal your heart from you
People
Will always make a lover feel a fool
But you knew I loved you
We could have shown them all
We should have seen love through
Fooled me with the tears in your eyes
Covered me with kisses and lies
So goodbye
But please don't take my heart
You are far
I'm never gonna be your star
I'll pick up the pieces
And mend my heart
Maybe I'll be strong enough
I don't know where to start
But I'll never find
Peace of mind
While I listen to my heart
People
You can never change the way the feel
Better let them do just what they will
For they will
If you let them
Steal your heart from you
People
Will always make a lover feel a fool
But you knew I loved you
We could have shown them all
We should have seen love through
But remember this
Every other kiss
That you'll ever give
Long as we both live
When you need the hand of another man
One you really can surrender with
I will wait for you
Like I always do
There's something there
That can't compare with any other
You are far
When I could have been your star
You listened to people
Who scared you to death
And from my heart
Strange that I was wrong enough
To think you'd love me too
I guess you were kissing a fool
You must have been kissing a fool
- Michael Buble
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